but it has never been on purpose.... but yes, just like in the three stooges, sometimes you just dont focus on whats in your coffee cup, all you remeber is.... something you like drinking was in one.

my advice to anyone starting out in art.... dont use a coffee mug to hold paint or water for washing out your brushes

my last journal entry i mentioned noone giving a crap about what happens to me in the next 18 months...... and here we are somewhere near the 1/3 mark.

ive done some writing finally, and m ore importantly lots of drawing and a little painting. but none of which has been as much as i prefer.

also tried not taking my meds for about three weeks.... probably wasnt the best idea, but i did get a lot done. its funny how medication surpresses the motivation to do a fucking thing with any creativity you may have.

meanwhile, im still out and about and trying to find a nest to call my own. the garage studio isnt happening nearly as fast as i would like.... and it is in dire need of more natural light.... but hell.... space is space.... now i just need to get my car out of there so i can use it as i intended. meanwhile, ill have to keep using my local diner as my studio space... of just go somewhere outdoors.